hardest pill i swallow this year was learning that no matter how good you could be to someone‚ no matter how much you love them‚ they can & they will turn their back on you and there’s absolutely nothing you can do but suck it up & keep moving forward.
my best is not enough. to make people stay, to be appreciated, to make them realize how much i'm trying. to feel valid. it's always me ended up left behind and alone. It's just hard. so hard.