delayed grief is dangerous. you don’t cry. you’re numb, and you move on like nothing significant happened. you keep suppressing everything until the day it finally escapes, and when it does, it’s like a dam bursting, flooding your mind and heart, making it difficult to cope
Please be with someone who thinks everything special to you is a big deal. Your birthday ? A big deal. Fav food? Big deal. Fav flowers? A BIG deal. You in general ? A BIG deal