[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you, [looking at myself] it's over.
sinto uma vontade genuína de me matar quando alguém tira uma foto minha e vem me mostrar o resultado, NUNCA fica boa, não nasci p tirar foto assim e odeio que tirem
being self aware is agonizing
im fully aware of what im capable of, what behaviors are wrong, when & how to practice healthy coping mechanisms
im also fully aware of how hard constantly choosing those safe & healthy mechanisms is
sometimes its easier to be maladaptive
#bpd