Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡

she/her ☆ black ☆ 18 ☆ gw: 60kg ☆ sw: 107kg ☆ other goal- size 14 to size 12 by end June ☆ BED

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

I think I’m fully just going to kill myself if I can’t find a job by the end of July cause I have nothing else going on for me since I can’t afford to go uni in September. I refuse to be fat and jobless past July

[CANDI ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 @CANDIEDANG3L]

how binging feels

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

So bmi 24.8 (24.9 is still red) is actually like 79.6 kilos instead so I guess I have to delete this post?😭

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Unpinning at 83.4kg (bmi 24.9 from bmi 28.6)

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Everything I know up until this point is a fucking lie

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Measured myself and I got shorter??? My bmi is now a whole number higher 😃

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Measured myself and I got shorter??? My bmi is now a whole number higher 😃

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

@vyscal How tf??? 😭 wait so is it all a lie then

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Why’ve I woke up today genuinely salivating for food after snapping back into myself yesterday? This is how i know my own body is against me fr

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

I have to do a water fast to undo this I don’t understand how I let myself spiral out of control so badly

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Never let exams and emotions control your eating wtf is this

[⟡ ✶ nevra @berghainkunt]

i’ve been doing a very shitty job tbh

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

I’m actually going to die if I spend the summer in my house someone hire so I don’t have free time please

[༝ @gossamerwinx]

what’s the deal with consistently eating in a deficit for a couple of weeks to lose a kg only to regain it back after one day of overeating !!

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Tips on overcoming a binge cycle?!?! I’m scared I’m going to rupture my stomach cause it’s been days and I still can’t stop. The minute my stomach doesn’t like it’s about to rip I’m stuffing my face until it hurts to breathe

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

What did he ever do to you 😭

[Ju🧩 || shedtwt @eatingseob]

every time i eat something i imagine myself as this ugly thing and immediately lose my appetite

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

So it’s actually +.5kilos after I had a shit so never mind I guess

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Takes a week of harsh restrictions to lose a kilo but I can gain it easily in three days #ok

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Ate whatever I wanted for three days because I have no self control and gained a kilo💀

[Kelsey （╹◡╹）♡ @K___cals]

Giving up taebo to do 15k steps daily and hoping that makes up for it cause Cuba with working out

[.•୨Iya୧•. @IyaRotting]

too weird, too fat, too loud, too much

[sugar.ghost @SugarGhost14]

I hate being a higher sw.

like what do you mean i’ve lost 40+ lbs and i’m STILL overweight!?!?

[vahi ⚢ @eidofwd]

watching skinny girls ur age as a fat girl