Kamo

N S O D.

[Loatinover Pounds @LoatinoverPound]

ya norr re dlala motete

[B N S L @_BNSL]

I got a call on a Sunday afternoon. It was a friend of mine who has been living with depression and suicidal ideation. In the call all he said was "Dude, I am not fine. I am losing it".

He didn't need to say more. I told him I am coming over and the first thing we are doing is checking in his firearm at the police station and then we can sit and talk. He lives about 1h30mins away and when I arrived he had already handled the firearm part. I won't say where he lives because that 1h30m will show that I was avoiding a funeral more than I was avoiding speeding tickets.

His wife was not around for the weekend so it was me, him and his kids. We left them watching TV and went to sit by a corner. We talked. About everything besides the call he made earlier.

Not because I wasn't curious but because after living with depression too I know that I don't always want a questionnaire. Or explain triggers that don't make sense. Or explain that sometimes I don't even understand why I feel that way I do. In fact, he was going through some of the best few months of his life when he made that call. New house, business going well... To the outside world he didn't "qualify" for depression.

The elephant in the room was there but we were laughing. I think the elephant was laughing too.

Months later he made a facebook post about that moment and we could joke about it now. Publicly. Not knowing that the simple act of sitting in that corner talking about shit was exactly why he called.

Too often when a low point in depression hits, we feel like we are talking to people we have to qualify our state to. People who mean well. But I don't know why I want my world to end. And even if I do, it is not always this great big thing that most people would think "Okay, it makes sense why you feel this way".

The other reason for this is that depression, like any illness, wants to live. It will do whatever it can to survive. Depression lies to you and tells you that you're a burden, that nobody actually cares and that reaching out will only make things worse. It's not avoidance. It's the illness doing exactly what it's designed to do. Live. Make you isolated.

And he actually is right about being a burden because he still hasn't reimbursed me for my petrol. Umuntu feeling suicidal nge mampara week knowing he lives in another province 😭 Ngiyayifuna imali yam ye Petrol na ma Tollgate 😭😭😭

[Kamo @KamoModise]

@Tumi213 It looks good and is quick (those multispoke rims😮‍💨) but I don’t think it’s as fun as the GTI and that’s where the sweet spot is on the VW.

[Kamo @KamoModise]

Not too sold out on it especially if you’re coming from a Polo GTI. Different class but still mahn 🤷🏽

[Tumi @Tumi213]

I feel like not enough people are hearing me via a BMW 330i

[Dalai Nyama @DALiii_Danger]

It’s us when we graduated from Crèche 🙏🏿

[Sinister in the Presidency @AmandaBRinquest]

salary increases

[Don Billiato @casspernyovest]

I must show you the title deed to my house??? O tsubile eng Sandile?? Hahaha like, are you actually mad ??? I must post my title deed on social media go caza Sandile Nkosi wa ko Swaziland or ware o tswa kae monna. Wa tsenwa???

[AthaBaby 🎀 @Athabzz]

I’m so full and I have another OMAD later 😭

[¿��¿ @MohaleMotaung_]

Maybe he smokes a lot cigarettes and they have sinuses

[Ezinye Zazo 🤙🏽 @uLuyanda_Gama]

It’s up to you Tsekeleke

[Kamo @KamoModise]

Growing ‘MCK Dynamics to Mars’ with leaders in simulation, aerospace & optimization. Ready to collaborate on next-level engineering. @elonmusk @SpaceX @Tesla @karpathy https://t.co/sPq5cBgli0

[Men's Humor @MensHumor]

Dad is dropping absolute wisdom.

[TrafficSA @TrafficSA]

Fuel Price Shock: Daily Estimate as at 5 March 2026
(does not include tax increases) #MiddleEastWar

[໊໊ @juniorkingpp]

this is the one that’s been frying rice

[Wost🕷️ @mosthiphop]

Tell her Drake still ain’t fell off

[kamo 🇿🇦 @kamogelx]

I realised that I never really budgeted for home stuff (detergents, etc.) and would get shocked when my “grocery” budget gets finished by the 4th of the new month kante ke rekile Sunlight liquid ka zaka ya di banana 🫠

[KG. @jaketheoptimist]

Yesterday we’re brushing our teeth with a mug outside because there’s no basin, today 46k per month is not a lot of money

[мαη who lived тωιcε™ @SoniqueML]

Whole TL is full of Mexico. Ngeke, we are tired now. Sì Cartel-e

[Lethal Homo @LordeCali]

You’re allowed to dig in someone's ass to get them off you? 😭😭😭