I can sense a disconnect between me and my surroundings and that used to scare me/ still scares me. Its not that im not scared of losing people, i just realised that for the longest time i was okay with losing myself for the sake of having other people around - that needs to stop
Ive always tried to say, look like, do what was acceptable for the outside version of myself - me in the public eye - but Ive neglected how that makes me feel. Trying to fit in because standing out fucking scares me. Scared of not being relevant. Relevant to who?
Im trying to accept the fact that what makes sense to me isn’t what people in the mainstream way of doing things like, look like, say, think or do. Ive always fought my true self or watered it down to fit this ideal way of life and im fucking done doing that.
Matt needs a therapist , not a wife. The way he exploded every time any little thing triggered him is a huge red flag - colleen , its not your job to fix him. Get out of that situation. #LoveisBlindS3
Colleen repeating that she’s very happy seven times at the end of the reunion is making me feel weird about their marriage. She seemed terrified - and why is Matt hovering her like that?? Thats a controlled woman right there #LoveisBlindS3
Women can be toxic too.I honestly believe that what Zanab was doing to Cole is abuse.She manipulated this poor guy into thinking he destroyed her.She’s a liar and told everyone these lies so they would gang up on him-he had every right to question her mental health #LoveisBlindS3
Omgggg he even asks her “you only ate a banana today?” “Why??” Fuck you Zanab for destroying this guy over WHAT EXACTLY. And shame on you fellow love is blinders for throwing him under the bus over some shit she MADE UP. I hope you feel extra shitty. #LoveisBlindS3
I think Zanab is the one who destroyed Cole’s self esteem. Thank you Netflix for airing that clip. Women can be toxic too. She didnt not eat because of Cole, its her own issues , feeling insecure that made her feel like she couldn’t eat. #LoveisBlindS3
Lollll Zanabbbbbb heal your trauma girl - I hate how these women and brennon are attacking Cole right now - she made that whole thing up in her own damn head - #LoveisBlindS3