I have been on an inner retreat, someone at work noticed I have been smart as always, panctual , delivering at 95% as usual but something in me had died , today she told me. "We need you back, go to HR and reapply as the you we know, we miss you"
Truth is I have failed at almost everything so far, relationship (s) , both family and https://t.co/KOqUxTOEjO , I deliver but somehow not seen. Savings, I will save 300k and then glovo takes it in a week.
Well my retreat started with reflecting about my love life and relationship. The truth is I set out to be faithful, honest and committed to one person. But the results of the retreat are that I leave her and start over again, after 6 years.why .
https://t.co/E4ydtRJ31A HAS TO ONLY WORK FOR HER
For 6 years, the relationship has run on her liking. My sexual fantasies were either deemed forbidden or ended in questioning if I'm not straight. The future of the relationship depended on my willingness, later would turn into implementation of what she wants , kulyala, wedding blah blah , nothing was ever at ransom for me as a man. On deeper analysis ,I have remained the same, while she grows , while I struggle to not break my commitment, of course at some point I lost the feelings and started realizing something ain't wright. I noticed she simply has a type of man she wants and wants me to be that man (not necessarily me) .But that's females, the main point is that I haven't grown an inch being with her, financially, socially , in fact I'm struggling with myself and it feels like the day I leave her is the begining of my breaking even , the energy doesn't match. The goals are not similar, my ideology is "Better to be unwed with a stable economy" hers is "we'd rather starve with my kulyala done"😂😂😂next week she'll be on the streets because I want a woman that grows me and is not settling for social trivial. I'm a struggling kind, is going to have to start everything from scratch , my story can't be the same as other 27 year olds whose families sit and fundraise a wedding in a blink. And biggest issue is Madam, the 6 years I've been with you ,you haven't challenged me, you haven't supplemented my ideology , except craving glovo orders on my payday or after any deal I hit...you haven't sat down a single hour to know if I'm fine , you don't know how to caution me without looking like you are not on my side.
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