seriously dont understand how to make friends ;; i feel like a sore loser , old sore loser
last time i went to a convention i jst walked around all by myself while my friend is with their other friends n i cant lie my heart jst ache abt how actually lonely i am lolol
im trying to gain friends
ppl seriously made it so easily, n thing is i tried rlly hard
so idk what was so off abt me
i was so frustrated to the point i cried for like 2 days lolol
idk if i got food poisoning but i threw up each time i ate and my stomach was pure empty for 3 days n i was dropping weights like crazy until i got healthy and im back to my normal weight.. n cried