I miss the people that helped create this version of me. The ones who listened when I needed to vent. But they’re upgrading their lives. And I’m still stuck at the sign. Missing my friends. Missing my self. Just missing.
I really wish that I treated people better when I was graduating high school. I treated the people I grew up with like garbage and looking back maybe I was the issue. I hate that time is moving so quick and I feel behind……
I think all the time how much I want to message old friends and ask them to either hang out or play video games together. I type the message every time but erase it because I know they’re better off without me and my issues right now. But hey, maybe when I don’t expect it. Maybe
I feel so mentally exhausted that honestly if one more thing happens. I might just take a nap and wake up after the fire burns. I try to be okay but I’m just swimming in a pool of ketchup……