Once more with feeling!
Hopefully with the power of friendship (and this schedule I found), I'll actually stream 4 days in a row like I'm supposed to!
Surely I won't oversleep again! Hope to see you there!
@nofiltermelo I will continue to remind you that your existence matters to people, even if it isn't obvious who that is. You matter, and you make people happy.
I'm bad at being hopeful, but...
The future is scary but only because it is unknown. Focus on the now and find the good around youπ
I've been watching @TheFrostPrime on yt a lot in the past couple of months and this guy just understands absurdist/ironic/sarcastic humor.
Tosses a 10 damage AOE potion on a single enemy, does the cinema pose, and goes "tingles!" and I just bust out laughing at 3am
@kuromiyalucien Unironically one of the collabs I want the most one day, cause I really look up to you π
One day maybe, so until then I'll keep working on myself and cheering you on!
I have someone who's going to help me stay on track, make sure I'm doing the things I need to do, and help me throughout the future of my content journey...
It's actually really scary to think about, but I really hope this will give me mental direction and easier motivation π
@nofiltermelo It's also weird how a cover of a song can make you fall in love with someone who ISN'T your oshi, but has been oshi-adjacent.
Like Nerissa's Birdbrain cover REALLY got me personally π
Sleep Schedule? Fixed (enough)
Streaming? Heck yeah!
Past couple of weeks used a lot of energy, but I'm good to go again now that I've got my flow back. Hope to see you there!
mfw i sleep at midnight, finally fixing sleep schedule so i can stream in my daytime again
wake up 2 hours later for stream and unable to do so because i have prior commitments 2 hours from now
im gonna kermit
Quite possibly had the best stream in my streaming life so far last night; today really made me happy, and I really hope it's not just a fluke, but even if it is, I still will remember how happy and fun it was to stream and interact with people like that
Thank you π
@ice_breaker_tv I agree wholeheartedly w/ that; even if I'm not exactly interested in myself, understanding where I can improve is always the next small step I can take, and THATS why watching my own content would be necessary for growth. At least, in my head, thats my rationale LOL
Maybe engagement bait, but it's a legit question...
I don't enjoy watching my style of content. I've seen a lot of advice given about "if you aren't enjoying your own content, why would someone else". I feel like this is disingenuous...
I'm just not my style of guy, y'know? 1/2
@ice_breaker_tv I'm nowhere near your level right now, but you motivate people and inspire others and yourself. How could I ever stop going at my own pace when you are a prime example of perseverance and making your own path?
Just keep going, Ice π
@nofiltermelo 2/2
...chat with the person about what's on my mind. Often times, it helps to have reassurance from someone that you are truly friends, especially if they make time for you.
In the end, you are still a wonderful person, even if people leave bc of a disagreement or boundary...π
@nofiltermelo That lonely feeling when you are around people who you care about, I felt that so heavily yesterday. It's overwhelming almost.
The only suggestion I can give is finding ways to connect with people outside of just the games you play. When I feel this way, I just go and...
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