not so melo nari 🌸🐶

personal account (no filter version) of @mel0nari
✿ sanrio + gatcha loving artist ✿

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

hi guys thought I would make a new version of the “spicienari” account… I kinda want this to be a safe space to be more personal and vent with less/no filter. 🖤

I will only keep it up if it stays safe and not used against me deal sodapups? 🐾🦴

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I genuinely still don’t know what I did wrong with an artist I looked up to and was so loyal/faithful to… accused me of not crediting them… and now I look today and they unfollowed me?! just hurts tbh. I’m tired of fake people… I constantly supported them and adored them… 💔

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

@KikoCyrus thanks kiko 💕

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I just need some hope… need something to look forward to… need to feel alive again or that my existence matters or idk…

[melonari 🦴🖤💚 comms open! @mel0nari]

did you know that these pwyw minimal commissions are only $10?! tips are always appreciated! feel free to dm me if you want one! 💕

[melonari 🦴🖤💚 comms open! @mel0nari]

been wanting to make pride things~

I think I am going to sell these on red bubble soon 💕 it’s in my beacons for merch if you want to follow for updates 🌸✨

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I am a mess… the summer I turned pretty wrecked me. 💔

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I was so not prepared for we were liars… I imagine the book will be so much better but while drawing the prime series was so good TwT 💕

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

@Nachocheese24o you’re too kind 🥹

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I miss having my own private space + gaming 💕

I miss friends… if I even have any atp…

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I need food, lacrimosa pulls + a job (:

and my pc working again thanks 🙏✨

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

someone teach me how to make my toyhouse look nice TwT I only have my phone and iPad to work with atm

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

gloomyhara is everything 🖤

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

is it weird that since my oshi did a cover of a song I fell in love with the song, artist and my oshi more?

It’s insane how seen or understood you can feel due to just music alone. 🖤

[ms. junie @mamaposting]

i have a soft spot for being cared for like a frightened little animal when i'm upset . . .

"oh bunny, what's wrong?"

"hi my puppy, it's okay, mama's here."

"i've got you, sweet bun.."

"shh.. shh.. everything will be okay, my tiny pup.. i know, i know.."

☹️💭

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

@Nachocheese24o you are just simply amazing 🥹✨

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

all I want is to make someone’s day better… since I can’t fix mine ya know? 💕

[Nahri ♡ @nahrillust]

New adoptable available! 🐻‍❄️🌸
🔗 Link in comments ┆#Vgen #AdoptableDesign #oc

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

still waiting for my pc to be fixed…

but there’s been a lot of yelling lately so I’ve been watching anime and drawing to tune everything out…

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

I hate windows
Please let me reset my pc before it crashes again (:
I feel like this is worse than a pink paws heist run at least I know how much time and the route…

[not so melo nari 🌸🐶 @nofiltermelo]

is it bad that I feel lonely when I hang out with other people now? Only few people and times that it doesn’t happen now… like streaming helps sometimes?

Idk I think with having people dip on me over a game I play makes me question if I ever had friends at all…