Have u ever realized you’ve truly forgotten someone? Like you try to imagine what I’d be like if *blank,* but you genuinely don’t know them anymore and your brain can’t fill in the gaps? Anyway, I’m sobbing rn
There’s something oddly calming about going through depression again as an adult. Like yeah I’m losing the will to live again but at least this time I know where to find it. And that’s a cool feeling to be in a place to give your sad self some good options