we would still occasionally meet as a group for the next few years and he would go out of his way to exclude me or be nasty which i felt i didnt really deserve after all that time, but maybe i did.
I had been so excited that I rushed out of my house over an hour early to get to the park. I hadn’t even brought toys or anything to do; I was more than content to just sit there with the brand new, exhilarating feeling in my chest and revel in it while I waited.