If you guys ever feel stupid, I just discover how to use the gain feature on my mic while trying out asmr. It only took 6 MONTHS OF STREAMING TO FIND OUT.
(3/4) I'm not a person to be controlled by my emotions however, I still wanna try and make streaming something I could do someday so behind the scenes I'm slowly improving everyday on skills that I want to learn for streaming and hope to come back with fun projects prepared and newly acquired skills that will improve my streaming career.
(2/4) I feel trapped in what I need to stream and I feel that I have failed in many ways of being a streamer from having inconsistent schedules to failing to build a community from the ground up. It feels more of a chore to stream than something for me to have fun. I know what it takes to succeed in the streaming industry and I'm aware it that streaming success does not happen overnight but I know what I want to make of myself in my streams and I'm just not there yet there are a lot of skills I have yet to learn.
🔴I'm taking an indefinite hiatus away from streaming🔴 (1/4)
I love streaming and I made soo many friends along the way and I will come back stronger with a complete rebrand some time in the future.
As of now though I feel that I'm not in the best mental space, already with this hiatus I know I'm basically gonna start from scratch in terms of streaming but I really need this time to improve on my streaming skills and to find my self-worth.
@kingkurotv I'd say to just make friends and interact with several vtuber communities. I found a team by being involved and active in several communities and one day the opportunity to join a stream team showed up!! 🖤🤍
I'm thinking about moving on to a different identity #vtuber when I'm able to so should I keep using the socials I'm using or just restart on a new slate?