Have trauma/abuse based headcanons is so scary because I want to talk about them but I’m so paranoid people with think I have the hc for the wrong reason when 99% it’s born from projection and wanting to see the healing journey
if i was dead
i wouldn't care about my body
i wouldn't worry about the future
i wouldn't feel guilty for not living up to my age
i wouldn't need to lie anymore
i wouldn't need anyone to like me
i wouldn't cry
i wouldn't love
i wouldn't grow up
i wouldn't be alone