𝖌ive a man who sold the world a 𝐩𝐞𝐧 'n 𝘶𝘯𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 passion. he'll sulk. send fists through walls. walk away once he's had his word, adorned in the little things that leave the most pain.
𝘰𝘩𝘩. ’n the 𝑝̲𝑎̲𝑝̲𝑒̲𝑟̲𝑐̲𝑢̲𝑡̲𝑠̲ 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼's out.
@CHERRIEBECOU#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : lowkey willing to sublet it for a moment of reprieve actually lmk if u want that overheated machine. (appreciate u much, as alwayz.)
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : brain had to clear the circus. at day's end, i take pride in what i create. the concept album with my man as its axis is actively in production, copyright gears turning. i'm hype to share! anyway, til the new's done, old carrd's up. i have rules for this.
@n3wbestfrnd#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : deeply strange. i'm taking it as a lesson on empathy so i don't end up dropping my guy & just separating myself from those who stand by this behavior by letting them block if they want. if you have a carbon copy of my muse upstairs— why even waste my energy?
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : i'm taking a breather for some time. i was fully finishing up AJ2's album's cover & prepping to drop, but apparently, an ex-ship partner had a muse near identical to mine the entire time in her head with the same face.
can't say i feel safe. much love.
@modelesqued@INNOCENTLVST#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : there is no card. two things can exist at once. if you think this is how you prove you have creative integrity, i'm genuinely concerned for you & hope you're able to get in touch with reality soon. this level of shit talk shows the empathy you lack.
@INNOCENTLVST#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : there's no narrative. i'm a recovering addict. before 'open it up', i was blocked. i don't make a point to swing by on people who i know are going to take a toll on my mental health. y'all are blowing a general post out of proportion.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : remarkable that i can't post about general discomfort with addiction being glamorized without having old writing partners feel they need to proclaim they're going to talk shit on me across every muse they write. have you considered this ... wasn't about you?
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : let me stumble on one more vague glamour shot of addiction for the sake of having edgy aesthetic branding on this app & i'm gonna lose my fucking mind.
working up a self-para. also, casually suggesting a glance at erowid vault as a bare minimum resource.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : i don't know what you do. if you're under an impression i'm eying you anywhere, i don't. addiction is OFTEN portrayed rather grotesquely (& not by way of realism) in the RPC. going so far with a general frustration indicates a lack of self reflection.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : i don't do this, i've never wanted to. but i write to have an outlet, & anyone who's ever come near me ooc knows my man is built on lived experience. he's a representation of my hometown's neglect, the reason i got sober, more than i ever expected.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : why you're trying to suck the joy out of a hobby i've discussed being a lifesaving force bc of a general post citing resources is beyond me. i have firm enough respect for both of us as individual people to come to you myself if i have a problem.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : for someone who i've spoken to in earnest on the integrity of original work, boasting intention to replicate a dead ship with the exact same face & seeming energy as mine knowing my intent to make the work into my own art in the real world soon, i'm awed.
#⃝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐥. : this isn't normal. these sorts of behaviors keep me from branching out or writing with more than the people i know i trust. i'm not seeking you out. i'm hearing this from friends. it isn't normal. @cigsouthewndw, asking you kindly to leave me & my IP alone.
don't hit me with the '𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵'. there's no need for '𝙞𝙛' to it. i got a plotline to pitch, might fuck with powerpoint.
don't ask on deets cuz the pixar people are gonna find my shit 'n use it but as a mf born beyond infinity i am part of the negotiation ok