as a man who doesn't give a shit about nearly anything, particularly the lives and perils of those that don't concern me, I find it hard to do much at all while a young man who wanted nothing but to compete and contribute to his team fights for his life in the hospital.
I feel like if Nick, John and I are ever able to 'get together for a few drinks' ever again, 2/3 of us will be felons by the end of the night (s/o to whichever one of us gets away, no hard feelings, all respect)