Then it happens without warning.
The clothes you wore around her.
The fragrance that now feels suffocating.
And a word from her vocabulary will take you to that hell.
And suddenly, you're feeling everything you thought you'd already healed from.🍂🍂
This year changed me in ways I never imagined.
January was full of hope, plans, and promises. I truly believed this would be the year everything finally fell into place.
February gave me a few moments of genuine happiness but they faded far too quickly.
March became a month of waiting for things that never came.
April took away more than I was prepared to lose my peace, my strength, and my energy.
May was filled with sleepless nights, overthinking, silent battles, and questions that had no answers.
Then came June. It reminded me
I'm not angry that you didn't choose me
I'm angry that you pretend you want me made me fall and walk away, like I never matter
You gave me attention like love
You gave me hope without commitment
And the worst part is That u knew it
You knew that I was getting attached
You can keep him blocked. U can act like he doesn't exist. ur frnds can hate him. U can drag his name through the mud.But you won't forget tht he knows the real u. How he stood by ur side in some of your darkest times and worked on ur healing even when he was struggling himself.