Pros and cons of neighborhood fireworks:
Cons:
-Upsets every dog in a 10 block radius
-Keeps neighbors awake
-Frightens people with PTSD, anxiety
-Risk of fires
-Risk of injuries (you and others)
-Risk of property damage (yours and others)
-Worsens air quality
Euphoria went from an action movie, to an emotional drama, to an anti drug PSA, to a Christian movie, to a western movie then back to a damn Christian show… #euphoria
I’m not lazy, just unmotivated and life hasn’t felt right in so long, and I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I have no interests or passions, or the things I’m passionate about aren’t good careers, and I’m just stuck in a really weird place I can’t get out of
having rly bad anxiety & being self aware is like Ok i can either ask ppl if they hate me or are mad at me at every little sign & annoy them until they abandon me Or internalize everything & spiral & give in to the fake scenarios (potentially real) inside my head until i throw up
i’ve tried being gentle about it i’ve tried being violent about it i’ve tried being patient i’ve tried being angry i’ve tried writing about it talking about it staying quiet about it but i was never able to understand it