LuTenGamesVT

M || 25 || Single... || 🔞 Succubus Cat VTuber. LOVES to play games, ALWAYS down for collabs, if my work schedule isn't too hectic. (Wants to be a Voice Actor)

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@bellasuccubuss What a way to go. Put that on my grave: “Suffocated by huge mommy milkers.” 🤣

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@HatsuneMiku This is my head cannon for the game now, even though I never played it. 🤣

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@sevxxn_ Hell yeah! I’m down for some soft tacos!

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@bellasuccubuss Literally, ANY song by REZZ is a BANGER. I have a playlist on repeat whenever I’m on my PC doing whatever.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

So, I really, really, REALLY need help... Like, BADLY. I'm VERY far behind on rent, and I honestly don't even know if we can even afford rent this month. It's $1,500 and we have absolutely NOTHING. I need the money by the end of the month, and as much as I GENUINELY DESPISE having to ask this, but... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, if you can, PLEASE go to my kofi, which is https://t.co/DfQQugrXJ7. I'd REALLY appreciate it. (DON'T MIND THE CURRENT GOAL ON THERE, I NEED TO FIX THAT SOON.)

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@Fortnite @ironmouse Fortnite… You have made an AMAZING decision! I hope she comes bundled with a music pack. Using this amazing skin, along with playing “Cry For Me” in Festival would be a FANTASTIC combo.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@xenoquinn7 @Fortnite @ironmouse Huh? Bro… This is not the place for it.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@PemaMysterious Can’t believe this is my first impression of you. Otherwise, hope things are all well and good for you. 💜

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@Oimatewteff But… I don’t wanna…!
*Ugh* Fiiiinee… If you insist…

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Only had this happen once. She was an AMAZING friend. Hell, I was even a mod for her streams and would come in every single time she streamed. 150 stream streak. But, things happened later on down the road, and I… I confessed my feelings to her, on how much she meant to me, etc.. Biggest mistake. She proceeded to call me immature, because I also told her about my past traumas, because I thought I could trust her with that information. Nope. She decided to turn it against me, call me immature, tell me that I don’t deserve to be loved by anyone, I don’t deserve to have a relationship, and that she wishes her and I never met. We’ve known each other for a full year, and I trusted her, loved her, but she never felt the same way, even though we would talk almost every single day. So, that makes me not want to try to even make close friends of the opposite gender for that specific reason. So I don’t get to attached and end up fucking everything over. I regret ever sending her money whenever she needs it, and from the time I’ve known her, I’ve sent her nearly $1000. (I think $806 to be exact.)

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@PorcelainMaid This has been done for a while, I do use her currently, and there is change with the tail. It's more upwards, but, nonetheless, this is what my PNG looks like and I love her more than anything!

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

You know, sometimes I wonder if I'm ever supposed to be in another relationship... I've definitely had very rough relationships, and all I really want is just to hold someone close to me and love no matter what, and hope that they love me back the same way, no matter how weird I am... I just want to be happy, but I just feel... Stuck, alone in a deep, dark, pit, that I cannot get myself out of, no matter how hard I try. Sure, I have friends that are always there by my side, but sometimes hard to be open like this about myself and what I feel, because I've been rejected way too many times in my life for being open and honest about myself as a person.

At this point, I hide myself behind a PNG, or an avatar, because I don't like how I look at all. I don't like... Myself. It's come to a point where I am a he/she/him/her... And I haven't even told my own mother about how I feel, cuz I'm scared of how she will react... I can't just tell her that I don't feel like I'm her actual son, but like another daughter... I honestly don't even know what to do anymore... I'm not paying thousands of dollars just to try to find love, because I believe that you should not have to spend money just to find love. Maybe in a relationship if you want to spoil your loved one with gifts at random points, then, so be it. Whatever makes both parties happy, that's the sign of a good relationship. You should never cheat on your other half, because it is extremely wrong, and it breaks the other person on the inside immensely...

Be there for your significant other, through their ups and their downs, and I'm not meaning to do this, but you have to make sure that they know that you're not going to give them up or let them down. I just want to feel like I matter to someone else besides just my friends and my family. I want to grow old with someone, to do things with them, and hell, if they are a streamer as well, we would do collabs almost every stream, and obviously constantly flirt with each other, depending on the game, but most importantly... Have fun. Not that type of "fun", because that's not the only thing that's on my mind. Yes, because I've had it before, it feels good, spectacular, even. But what's better than that, it's just being close to each other and loving each other, scare that you're going to lose your world...

Because your companion, all in all, is your world. It feels like if you lose your world, you lose a part of yourself. And that, is very painful in many more ways than one.

Sorry that you had to read all of this, it's just been on my mind for a very long time. I appreciate you if you read all of this. With that in mind, I hope you have an amazing day, or night, no matter where you are.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Honestly, I don't really have anything I can say about this. I don't really get to collab with anyone, except for my friend turned sister as I adopted her as my sister because she said she sees me as a brother figure, so I just said, why not? I went with it. We don't really collaborate often, and that's perfectly fine. But as a small streamer, it's tough to find people to collab with, then again, I'm a shy person and I don't really like just asking people to collab. I don't have a full model, as my PC REALLY needs an upgrade as it's a few years old and can barely even run some games, I'm resorting to using a PNG that I got help with making and I love it. I want to try to change this, but I don't know how.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

I know I'm late to this, but, I'm so terribly sorry this happened to you. It should've never happened. It's so utterly heartbreaking. Just know that we all love and care about you, no matter what. I'll be sending prayers your way. Please, stay safe, okay? You deserve the biggest of hugs. 🫂 💜

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Some of you may have seen a post that has since been removed from my profile about me going on a hiatus and saying goodbye... I have decided to revoke that, BUT, there is going to be a BIG change for the times I'd stream. Streams will be drastically reduced to much shorter times and when I actually have the chance to stream, like on my days off from work, if I feel up for it, I'd choose to stream. As for how long that stream would be, that's up to that timing. As there will be some things I need to configure, you may see me do a short test stream every so often, but, once I fully come back, I hope you'll be ready for a surprise. So, keep an eye out on my Twitch, if you wish.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@ShockRizal A cozy game, you say? Sign me up for that! I need more cozy games to play, rather than just chaotic games😅.
I'm LuTenGamesVT. https://t.co/PxMlScypJJ

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Just saw this and here's what I want to say: You matter so much to so many people. You're loved by those people, too, including someone as random as me. Life has many ups and downs. I've been there, too. I've been struggling with Depression my entire life, and when it comes to streaming, that's the same thing, too. Sometimes, well, most of the time, I'm too depressed to even stream. Even to some points where I just wish I could sleep all damn day, even if I have to miss a day of work in the process. But, I basically force myself to get up and go to work because I am also struggling with money to even help pay rent and get food with my family, yet, we somehow "make too much" to even get food stamps, which pisses me off. So, please, don't end it all. I've seen some of the comments saying you won't go, and that makes me happy that you won't leave. This world has taken too many good souls like you, and we don't want to lose more. Here's a hug from me to you. 🫂 (This might not be much, but if it made you smile or tear up slightly [in the good way, of course], then, I've done my job.)

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Last time I got checked up on, huh...? God, I lost track of that, to be honest with you. If I were to say what's been on my mind, you'd be reading an extremely long tweet/message, whatever you want to call it. 😂. But, other than that... 2025 was NOT a good year for me at all and I genuinely hope this year of 2026 will be better... Even though I highly doubt it, at this point. Because, ever since I moved to Colorado, my life's been nothing but Hell, shitty moments and heartbreak. (Even though those can all be in one category.)

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

@Femalegirl7 Now THAT is an excellent question... And I don't really have an answer for that, tbh... My love language is... It's a complicated mess.

[LuTenGamesVT @LuTenGamesVT]

Somebody just supported me on Ko-fi! https://t.co/PwIBz1ZnpC