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[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@Bingchinsndhd Ig like other addictions it doesn't leave completely but it's gotten lots better. Stopping improved my life; No cleanup, no worrying about what clothes I can wear. Stares and comments still come and I did some damage that I'll have to see a doctor for, but I'm glad I stopped :]

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

Like the post I reposted a while ago said: ever since I'm not engaging in sh anymore idk what to post. I'm still steuggling, but going strong.
I see y'all still engaging with my old posts tho, so good luck to y'all 🫡

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[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@Bingchinsndhd The urges r still there every once in a while, but mostly fine. The love/hate relationship with the scars is also still there, but it's gone from "I want worse/I want them gone" to "damn should've done worse/damn I fucked up my arm", but mostly I don't think about them anymore

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@deepheartedmimi Wait is this a picrew? May I know the name pls, I wanna do this

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@implateauing Wearing it short and having to thin it out every two weeks so it doesn't look like a fucking mushroom. Sensory issues.

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@Tyler_Shtwt No it doesn't, please clean it 😭

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@l4mplver2 @mikcals @Korilakkkumma Women... with xy chromosomes... trans women then?

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

Another screenshot from the vid because the same twndon that I nearly cut there was also visible in this cut on the wrist
All fake ofc!
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the day people realize I do it for the injuries and not the pain is when I will know peace

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@dem0nsinmyhead @bloodymxth But yes I do agree that the "to all the minors" is put a little meh, maybe it's cuz most ppl r still minors but yeah

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@dem0nsinmyhead @bloodymxth I think it's more aimed at the ppl who aren't going to beans yet because they're scared but r like "maybe I should try, maybe it will be better" no it won't. It's aimed to tell them to try and stop that train of thought.

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@VisceraCorpus Absolutely not

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@VisceraCorpus This reminded me so much of myself-
Hope you're fine? (Physically at least yk?)
Did you get like stitches or...?

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@TheR00zterDude @decayingflesh5 Btw I agree that if you have the capability you should 100% get stitches! This IS dangerous. If I wasn't living with my parents anymore I absolutely would have as well, not trying to downplay this or anything, just wanted to clarify. /srs

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

Screenshot from the vid where my tendons r visible cuz damn (also cuz I want the algorithm to like me again)
In that one spot it looks like I cut through the fascia??
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[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@alicorntamer Slightly drunk and in a bpd episode
And for THAT cut u can see how I did the little up and down wiggle(?)
Guess that was indeed me being scared, I only remember it foggy
Seem to have noticed what I did but kept going, wouldn't really happen in a normal state of mind, even for me

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

Ppl of shtwt welcome to... my tendons apparently. Didn't feel it cuz nerves r alr fucked
Gonna see how much mobility I'll keep this time ig- (send help)
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I'm good btw, few hours later and it looks like it was "just" styros...

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

@TheR00zterDude @decayingflesh5 Actually didn't feel it at all cuz I already fucked up the nerves in that arm, dw. Didn't get it stitched but it closed up rly well and is doing fine until now (u can see on my acc)
Thanks for your concern tho <3

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

Btw this is r8 after I took off the bandages, I'm gonna clean it dw

[Adam @Luuney_Tunes]

On my profile u can see how it looked fresh. And then ppl wonder why I feel invalid and like I don't need stitches... like my body obv handles it fine? Not a good thing ik but mm
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