INSANE

the angels can’t help you here.

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I'm going to make a sky thread bc I'm obsessed

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So two nights ago I dreamt that I was trying to drown myself and then last night I dreamt I was in a mental hospital. Nice.

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When you have to blast music while going to the toilet because being twenty seconds alone in the quiet with your thoughts is too much to handle

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I WANNA SPEAK MY MIND BUT I CANT FUCKING THINK STRAIGHT

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There are girls I know who are my age and travelling around poor countries caring for sick kids. While I’m here crying in a ball thinking about killing myseld !!!! WOW

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When you disappoint everyone all the time, it’s hard not to want to die

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It’s fucking sad how ‘happy’ I look in pictures but in reality I’ve been having a meltdown all day and going to the bathroom to scream HAAHAHHAHAH

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I don’t know what I want to do but it’s fucking bad 😡😡😭😭😭

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LOL I can’t fucking cope with being myself anymore. I can’t do it.

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My brain is screaming at me to kill myself but I’m dancing around my bedroom to twenty one pilots

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I fucking hate the person I am right now. She deserves to suffer, be lonely, be in pain. I HATE her.

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@brderlinebear I fucking adore you so much

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He is so far away again and I’m just lying in bed with a spinning head

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This is the worst my mental health has been since my best friend died

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This week is my break away from reality

[dead soon @dead__soon]

I just want to die or hurt myself or all of the above

[INSANE @MERMAlDLESS]

My brain is thinking “I should be feeling a certain way because of this..” but I feel NOTHING AT ALL

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I can’t react with emotions anymore. I’m trying to force myself but it’s not working.

[lotus eater @_AXIII_]

woke up and remembered
i can do whatever tf i want

[INSANE @MERMAlDLESS]

My antidepressants have ripped all of my emotions from me, I am fucking numb. It’s horrible. I hate this