Writing about spirituality, psychology, existential philosophy
coping, narcissism, self deception, narratives
Choices, and Polarity — in daily practical Life.
What you see here is my Year of 2025 in long format writing — including the text tomorrow, this is 197 longer texts in total,
all about Spirituality, psychology, existential philosophy,
and Human Natural Life, as we know it.
Writing throughout this year has been an interesting experience, and a challenge for me to explore how I can develop my Expression in english, choosing not to write in my first language — swedish.
X as a platform has now revealed how it focuses on AI & algorithmic selection, and the reach & engagement has dropped to ridiculously low numbers — and writing critically about important issues this platform does **not** want us to discuss, is not making it easier.
Simply put: texts are only visible if you enable notifications, or when you manually visit the page.
Many thanks to those who *do* engage & share the posts, your support is much appreciated 🙏❤️
I will look into alternatives for writing more material, to be able to publish elsewhere, without the risk of being suspended, or shadowbanned — to reach and help more people.
By the beginning of next year, I will also begin publishing videos, as this was always the plan — creating multimodal content.
Being on multiple platforms, and having my own website will allow for better interaction with more people, in a better format & structure.
If you *do* see this — consider looking through the threads below, to see possible posts you may have missed due to the algorithm.
Thank you all for your support, comments, and DMs 🙏
All the threads from this year are posted below 🧵👇
@SketchesbyBoze One of the best things we can do against the dangers of AI is to live a natural life, as vibrant as we can — with inspired meaning & purpose, reaching for potential — and others will see the example.
Everything is about Resonance.
2020 was a double superevent of corruption, followed by another superevent (US election + Covid + Ukraine).
Those who paid attention — saw things before the corrupt system could "hide", as is typical of superevents, large enough to cause raw turbulence — and as a result, many ripped through much of their Veil, in a chain of partial, yet brutal, awakenings.
Losing the Veil, makes many people feel "less Human", now dissociated, disconnected or — if still engaged — in a stage of grief or anger.
Most have not yet recovered from this, still spiralling in escapist truthseeking cope, often on parasocial media — "looking for answers or someone who seems to have them",
but more and more people are starting to Integrate, Harmonize and Internalize,
now on a New level of Consciousness.
2020 was a double superevent of corruption, followed by another superevent (US election + Covid + Ukraine).
Those who paid attention — saw things before the corrupt system could "hide", as is typical of superevents, large enough to cause raw turbulence — and as a result, many ripped through much of their Veil, in a chain of partial, yet brutal, awakenings.
Losing the Veil, makes many people feel "less Human", now dissociated, disconnected or — if still engaged — in a stage of grief or anger.
Most have not yet recovered from this, still spiralling in escapist truthseeking cope, often on parasocial media — "looking for answers or someone who seems to have them",
but more and more people are starting to Integrate, Harmonize and Internalize,
now on a New level of Consciousness.
We benefit greatly from reflecting over Why we are born into this Life,
making sure we do *not* reflect from a escapist victimhood narrative position — nor an externalizing paradigm, which is more and more normalized today,
and we often realize our daily practical Life,
this Experience,
is with *Intention*,
**for** us, not "against" or "to" us.
For.
Practical Life is a great Spiritual Practice, both in Immersion ▽ and in Awareness △,
and especially when the two combined
▽△
Creates Movement.
@LauraMiers Yes, this is what people get if we don't Honor our Choices, and instead keep seeking relief & distraction.
Egregoric Teachers will rule "parasocial media".
Awakening often comes with some degree of dissociation, as we find how to Integrate, Harmonize and Internalize.
If we had strong codependence (often selfidealized as "caring too much for others") we will need to heal this — when major paradigms shift.
The Way is found Within.
I must disassociate & harden myself to survive our society. It’s too painful to watch everyone lose their humanity, health, & critical thought. I care too deeply for people who don’t care about me. Our society is rotting, decaying, disintegrating. Our people are sick & suffering.
There are several types of Resonance we can hold and work with — e.g. creative (flow), relational (love), intuitive (divination & mystical interpretation), activating (inspirational or motivational), tactical / practical ("in the zone") and collective ("crowdwork" or egregoric emotionality) — and they often work in combinations, e.g. intuitive songwriting, with inspired lyrics, way above patterns of "music theory".
Most Resonance types are grounded in emotional energy (engaging, freeflowing and allowing) — usually not thought or in "headspace" (neurotic controlling, preventing, or in some cases dissociatively intellectualizing) — but there are exceptions where thought can be part of cultivating and opening up what needs to be opened and practiced / habituated.
Some types of Resonance can even challenge you (eyeopening, boundarybreaking or awakening) — to "shake loose" or "catalyze" what needs to be set Free for Resonance to be picked up, engaged and extended — which can be a very difficult experience for some, especially if we have a copingpattern of seeking Control (narcissistic defenses).
We all have the capability of these types of energetic sensitivity, amplification and output — but it needs to be cultivated, e.g. by not staying in short term gratification loops (dopamine) or distractive / dissociative / avoidant coping patterns (anything from drugs, to doomscrolling, to obsessive-compulsive defenses — engaging in the "wrong thing", to prevent going into energies we fear or are ashamed of, in emotional pain avoidance).
The areas of your talents & gifts is often a good place to to start finding how tolearn to develop working with Resonance.
Very few people these days are principled enough to live a life that allows for building & practicing these skillsets & lifestyle — and most live in "busy" or "noisy" lives that "blasts" or "fries" our sensitivity, much like a large city makes it difficult to see the stars, until you get to a "place" where you can pick up the more subtle, vs the bombastic "gross" (as taught in alchemy).
If open enough, any person can be taught.
The Way is found Within.
Reframing Difficulties
2.27 - Tension - Tune - Activate - Flow
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"Hard times create strong men,
strong men create good times,
good times create weak men,
and weak men create hard times."
— G. Michael Hopf
Depending on where we are in this cycle - on our Locus of Control, self image & identity, strategies & narratives - and our habits & energetic momentum,
it could be easy - or hard - to see difficulties as opportunities for growth.
Take a minute, and reflect on how you truly tend to see difficulties.
Is the first thing that comes to you a raw truth - with an urge to do something,
or a self comforting narrative of why & how "it is how it is" - with an explanation for not doing anything about it ?
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When we go from Chaos to Order, it can be seen as going from a high entropy, divergent state - to a convergent state.
Everytime we converge or "condensate" something more Chaotic, into something more Ordered - or when we create something previously not expressed or realized - there is "principled intent energy" involved.
What is this "principled intention" ?
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A drop of water is held together by tension.
For a string to generate a tone, it must be tensioned.
For an arrow to be fired from a bow, again, the string must be tensioned.
Tension is clearly part of this energy.
Sometimes, this "tension" is more of an "ignition" or a "spark" - but there is always a component of the active principle to "make it happen".
Yang 🜂
If we completely lack this "intent ordering" of Yang, what we do quickly lose structure & definition - once again going back to entropy.
Also Yin 🜄 is very important here - to balance - so we have the right amount of tension, as we quickly break if too tense or too hard.
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Tuning can be seen as the finer calibration of this tensioning.
A properly tuned string can play in harmony with other strings, and also activate 🜂 them - and in harmony with a Resonant Body 🜃 and with other "instruments".
Trying to activate a string which is out of tune, not tensioned properly - will yield nothing at all, or could cause dissonance, effectively breaking out of sustainable Resonance.
This can be seen as the even finer and more delicate Dance between Yang & Yin.
The Right Balance makes greater Activations, Expressions, Creations and Movement possible - without burning out, breaking, vibrating in unsustainable ways, or warping back into Chaos.
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Activation of the string can be seen as both pulling or plucking - and releasing it.
Balanced Actions in Awareness.
Once again, the right amount of pulling - not too much, breaking the string, and not too little, where "nothing happens" - activates the strongest Expression.
Here we also have the timing - to keep in sync & tempo - with whatever is important for our Rythm & Intention,
not too early, and not too late,
but "just so" - to make it "feel right".
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There is one more thing, to make all this happen.
Flow.
If we too soon after releasing the string, dampen or prevent it from moving - there will not be enough activation, vibration, and energetic momentum for "anything to happen".
The same goes for the Resonant Body - they both need enough Freedom to generate strong Resonance.
The Instrument Expresses a Tone - which when both Free and Directed, can Flow in Resonance - creating harmonics with other strings and possibly other Resonant Frequencies.
The Arrow leaves the Bow, and Flows in the Vector we initially gave it - as long as it is Free to do so.
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Imagine yourself in "The Gym of Cosmos".
Having the right attitude, and given the right level of "challenge" or "weights", will make you Evolve.
Too much will break us.
Too little will give nothing.
Engaged Activation can "make it happen",
detached disengaged dissociation or unprincipled disorder will not.
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Being given Free Will - it is up to You to engage & participate in this Evolving.
Being Veiled - it is up to You to find the "Why" - your polarity & purpose of this Evolving.
Being Immersed - it is up to You to Raise Your Awareness, and find out "How" to do this - without burning out or breaking, and without losing yourself in unprincipled self comfort or nihilistic hedonism,
to successfully Reach Your Potential in this Evolving.
Being "Here" & "Now",
means You Chose it,
and was Chosen to.
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(continued in next post)
There are several types of Resonance we can hold and work with — e.g. creative (flow), relational (love), intuitive (divination & mystical interpretation), activating (inspirational or motivational), tactical / practical ("in the zone") and collective ("crowdwork" or egregoric emotionality) — and they often work in combinations, e.g. intuitive songwriting, with inspired lyrics, way above patterns of "music theory".
Most Resonance types are grounded in emotional energy (engaging, freeflowing and allowing) — usually not thought or in "headspace" (neurotic controlling, preventing, or in some cases dissociatively intellectualizing) — but there are exceptions where thought can be part of cultivating and opening up what needs to be opened and practiced / habituated.
Some types of Resonance can even challenge you (eyeopening, boundarybreaking or awakening) — to "shake loose" or "catalyze" what needs to be set Free for Resonance to be picked up, engaged and extended — which can be a very difficult experience for some, especially if we have a copingpattern of seeking Control (narcissistic defenses).
We all have the capability of these types of energetic sensitivity, amplification and output — but it needs to be cultivated, e.g. by not staying in short term gratification loops (dopamine) or distractive / dissociative / avoidant coping patterns (anything from drugs, to doomscrolling, to obsessive-compulsive defenses — engaging in the "wrong thing", to prevent going into energies we fear or are ashamed of, in emotional pain avoidance).
The areas of your talents & gifts is often a good place to to start finding how tolearn to develop working with Resonance.
Very few people these days are principled enough to live a life that allows for building & practicing these skillsets & lifestyle — and most live in "busy" or "noisy" lives that "blasts" or "fries" our sensitivity, much like a large city makes it difficult to see the stars, until you get to a "place" where you can pick up the more subtle, vs the bombastic "gross" (as taught in alchemy).
If open enough, any person can be taught.
The Way is found Within.
There are several types of Resonance we can hold and work with — e.g. creative (flow), relational (love), intuitive (divination & mystical interpretation), activating (inspirational or motivational), tactical / practical ("in the zone") and collective ("crowdwork" or egregoric emotionality) — and they often work in combinations, e.g. intuitive songwriting, with inspired lyrics, way above patterns of "music theory".
Most Resonance types are grounded in emotional energy (engaging, freeflowing and allowing) — usually not thought or in "headspace" (neurotic controlling, preventing, or in some cases dissociatively intellectualizing) — but there are exceptions where thought can be part of cultivating and opening up what needs to be opened and practiced / habituated.
Some types of Resonance can even challenge you (eyeopening, boundarybreaking or awakening) — to "shake loose" or "catalyze" what needs to be set Free for Resonance to be picked up, engaged and extended — which can be a very difficult experience for some, especially if we have a copingpattern of seeking Control (narcissistic defenses).
We all have the capability of these types of energetic sensitivity, amplification and output — but it needs to be cultivated, e.g. by not staying in short term gratification loops (dopamine) or distractive / dissociative / avoidant coping patterns (anything from drugs, to doomscrolling, to obsessive-compulsive defenses — engaging in the "wrong thing", to prevent going into energies we fear or are ashamed of, in emotional pain avoidance).
The areas of your talents & gifts is often a good place to to start finding how tolearn to develop working with Resonance.
Very few people these days are principled enough to live a life that allows for building & practicing these skillsets & lifestyle — and most live in "busy" or "noisy" lives that "blasts" or "fries" our sensitivity, much like a large city makes it difficult to see the stars, until you get to a "place" where you can pick up the more subtle, vs the bombastic "gross" (as taught in alchemy).
If open enough, any person can be taught.
The Way is found Within.
The human being is a creator.
Every thought, feeling, intention, and moral deed sends something into the world.
Nothing we experience inwardly remains confined within the skin. It radiates.
When a person devotes themselves wholeheartedly to what they truly Love, an inner metamorphosis begins:
The I penetrates the astral body.
The astral becomes warmer, clearer, more harmonious.
The etheric becomes more rhythmic and life-giving.
Thought ceases to be a mere abstraction.
It becomes a force.
Dr Steiner teaches that human thoughts and moral impulses are realities in the spiritual world.
They have form, weight, color and consequence.
A thought born from selfishness is not the same being as a thought born from Love.
A deed performed mechanically is not the same deed as one performed out of devotion.
The inner quality matters.
Because human beings are constantly shaping the spiritual atmosphere of the Earth.
Our inner life streams outward into the etheric and astral environment in which humanity and nature live.
This is why devotion is powerful.
True devotion does not merely inspire the individual.
It becomes world-building.
The person who genuinely Loves something and dedicates themselves to it begins generating living forces within their soul — forces that radiate outward and participate in the evolution of the world.
The Earth itself is not a finished object.
It is undergoing transformation.
And humanity participates in that transformation.
Our moral development is not a private affair.
The evolution of the human being and the evolution of the Earth are intertwined.
Steiner shows that the Earth is destined for further metamorphoses — toward a higher, more radiant nature.
What we cultivate within ourselves becomes part of what the world can become.
This gives a different meaning to Love.
Love is not merely an emotion.
Devotion is not merely enthusiasm.
Moral development is not merely self-improvement.
They are forces of cosmic evolution.
To Love something truly is to let it shape you.
To devote yourself to it is to give your forces to its realization.
And when devotion is guided by the I, it becomes creative rather than consumptive.
You stop asking:
“What can the world give me?”
And begin asking:
“What can I contribute to what the world is becoming?”
The future of humanity is determined by the quality of human inner life.
Every thought is a seed.
Every feeling is a force.
Every moral decision contributes to the direction of the whole.
Humanity does not merely look toward the stars.
Humanity is evolving toward them.
And the path upward begins close to home:
with what we choose to Love,
with what we choose to serve,
with what we choose to create within ourselves.
What kind of world are we shaping every time we transform Love into action?
If you cultivate a mentality & identity of being a "wretch", "terrible and evil" in need of being saved,
you will push yourself deeper into external locus of control — building a habit of victimhood and externalizing your capability & discernment to "some authority",
essentially castrating yourself, into submission, to be exploited by those who seek Power — and the Bible was shaped over many centuries by such a structure of Power, for this very reason.
Reflect on *if* the Way is found Within
(internal locus of control = you being accountable)
or in the external — i.e. "being saved"
(external locus of control = others being responsible & others knowing)
Trust your intuition, not what you're being told.
@omkarships Logos. Principles. Values. Morals. Honor.
Creativity & Co-Creation.
Resonance.
Choices.
Deeper Reflection on Why we have this human experience will reveal many interesting things.
@neospirituality We can see all this Chaos as "madness",
or as Catalysis, to reveal what we need to work on — individually & collectively.
We are in the Crescendo.
https://t.co/DjCKK4bA8v
When people reflect on eschatology and the meaning of life,
most will realize having AI and externalization of capability normalized
*is* worth fighting against,
as much as against *any* corruption of and in Power.
@mikesalguero By not normalizing AI — for power, comfort, shortcuts or externalization of capability,
by being informed — not falling for utopian arguments,
and by speaking up — not staying silent when others do.
AI is *not* The Way.
The Question:
What **do** we do, when under pressure ?
The more intense Catalysis of the Crescendo is **necessary** to reveal True Polarity and True Self,
not "idealized",
not the "persona" or "surface idea",
not how we would like others to see us,
not what we do to hide what we fear to show.
The Apokalupsis — revealing of True Self — of our deeper & suppressed pain, guilt, shame, dissonance and other shadow aspects,
shows The True Choices & Principles We **are** able to Honor,
so that we *after* this Experience,
can process what was revealed,
together with those who Resonate.
The Question:
What **do** we do, when under pressure ?
The more intense Catalysis of the Crescendo is **necessary** to reveal True Polarity and True Self,
not "idealized",
not the "persona" or "surface idea",
not how we would like others to see us,
not what we do to hide what we fear to show.
The Apokalupsis — revealing of True Self — of our deeper & suppressed pain, guilt, shame, dissonance and other shadow aspects,
shows The True Choices & Principles We **are** able to Honor,
so that we *after* this Experience,
can process what was revealed,
together with those who Resonate.
@omkarships Logos. Principles. Values. Morals. Honor.
Creativity & Co-Creation.
Resonance.
Choices.
Deeper Reflection on Why we have this human experience will reveal many interesting things.