Mama I miss u, I’m tired najud ma, I did everything man unta, asa man ko dapit nasayup nga need ko e punish ug ingon ani ka grabe? you’re the only one I have man unta, ngano kinahanglan paka kuhaon?
wala may adlaw nga di ko mingawon nimo mama uy, the more nagka dugay the more man nuon ko nag lisod, bisag unsaon nakog divert ako hunahuna, mas maglisod manko, grabe man kaayo akong kamingaw nimo mama, sorry pero hapit nako mo abot sa punto mama nga gusto nako mo sunod
ikaw raman gud maka sabot nako, ikaw raman gud ang willing ni accept sa kung unsa ko, ikaw ra jud akong safe space, given na ila nasad ko gibuhatan ug storya nga dili ko nimo anak, nag tuo kog di ko ma apektuhan pero sakit man kaayo maka dungog permi sa mga tabi nila
we can both leave behind the traumas and nightmares that we experienced in the past, thank you for always reminding me, it okay to commit mistakes but don’t commit it twice, Im done running, I will face it
To my younger self, Im sorry if it takes 16 yrs to have a courage to open the door that I already closed and I don’t want it to be open again, I know that the experience the trauma is not easy to forget, you’re so strong to forget it just like it didn’t happen, today is the day
that I opened that door again, Im sorry it it takes time, I may not be totally okay, but younger self, I already told mama everything and I already felt at ease, I already defended you, I already released the burden that you always carry, I can say now younger self