I love the dynamics between ampers members so much it’s hard to even pick a favorite duo but Seungmo and Mackiah have my heart for real like they love each other like brothers you can tell 😭😭😭
jihoon said he was really sick during the tmap camping episode ☹️ thats why he wasnt as bubbly huhu he had to go to the hospital and was advised to take a break from filming
🐶 so while i was getting my makeup done, i thought “this isn’t going to work” my complexion looked really bad that day too so i went to the hospital.
🐶 i went to the hospital and got blood tests and a whole bunch of other tests. after they checked everything, the company told me to take a break from filming and not do TMAP.
🐶 they asked if i could just rest somewhere without having to move around and i said yes.
🐶 so i thought okay then i’ll do it. i’ll go ahead with it, but if i really can’t manage, i’ll come out and leave work early. because if i miss TMAP that week, there’s going to be a gap right? TMAP doesn’t come out every week. so i thought, if i can manage it should i just try to do it anyway?
🐶 cause you sometimes have to wait two weeks for an episode, and sometimes you have to wait three weeks, right everyone? and after waiting that long, it’s not like there’s going to be an announcement beforehand saying, that i couldn’t film TMAP because i was sick.
🐶 so i told the manager hyungs, i’ll just do it. if i feel like i can’t manage, i’ll tell you i’m not going to continue. that’s what i decided
🐶 the TMAP production team also took really good care of me. the manager hyungs looked after me a lot throughout the entire shoot.
🐶 they said they were going to film while we were riding on the bus. so during filming, i’d try to keep my eyes open, and once filming was over, even though the cameras were still rolling, they told me to just relax and rest comfortably.
🐶 so i took my medicine and went to sleep as soon as i could. and the members didn’t wake me up either, so i got to sleep a little
🐶 then i woke up, and the weather was so hot that day, too. it was really hot and my migraines were really bad. so that’s probably why i looked a little unwell.
🐶 i tried to manage my facial expressions as best i could, in my own way. i tried to hide it, but i guess it still showed a little, and there wasn’t much i could do about that. i’m sorry about that. i really did try my best, but i guess i couldn’t quite manage that part.
🐶 and about playing in the stream. i had my blood drawn, everyone, so i had a needle mark here. it’s not good to go into the stream water because bacteria in the water could cause an infection.
🐶 so everyone else was playing in the water, except me. i was the only one left out, so i thought… what am i supposed to do by myself?
🐶 honestly, that’s what i was thinking at the time. what am i supposed to do by myself? should i just leave work early? then i remembered that i had to take my lunchtime medication anyway.
🐶 i had so many pills that i couldn’t take them on an empty stomach either. so i thought i’d at least grill a little meat and eat something. that’s how i ended up grilling some meat while i was at it.
🐶 i think that week was especially rough on my body. i was getting nosebleeds a lot too, and when i had a nosebleed, i couldn’t really eat properly.
🐶 but don’t worry too much about things like that. i’m okay now, so i just hope you enjoy watching it. i did my best.