Hiding who you are, suppressing your energy in hope of gaining the approval and acceptance of others... is one of the fastest ways to fall out of the path of divine alignment and avoid fulfilling the original destiny you determined to complete here, prior to your incarnation.
Just apologize to your partner when you know you messed up bruh… All that manipulative behavior and getting mad at them for being upset when they have a valid reason is just weird. People love to say they’re grown until it’s time to take accountability.
When you are tapped into a higher state of consciousness you will instantly become isolated. Divinity feels like insanity. You can’t be tapped into something higher and expect not to be viewed as crazy, evil, or lost. Remember why they hung Jesus on that cross