Melina Ezell

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

Just so everyone knows, I did finish my master's in August.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

I really need someone to give me a valid reason to finish my master's on time. My mental health is so poor these days, I do not think I can mentally handle 2 more semesters after this one.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

I really need someone to give me a valid reason to finish my master's on time. My mental health is so poor these days, I do not think I can mentally handle 2 more semesters after this one.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

Me: "I totally know to balance my eating and take care of my body so I don't gain weight."

Also me: "it's after 8. I am hungry, but if I eat this late I will weigh more on the scale tomorrow, so I will just wait it out."

It's frustrating to live in my head.💀

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@madicdrac YES.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@RVAReid I am usually late because I literally stand naked staring at clothes while my body dismorphia is flaring out of control and I can't pick an outfit even though they all look fine.

My husband is late because he thinks he can get ready in 15 minutes when he actually need 35...

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@alyssavanzant I will make a whole work out series just on push ups. Apparently I have never even done girl push ups CORRECTLY??

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

Someone teach me how to do a real push up.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@AlexE_Brue Thank you🥺

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

I wouldn't post this on my Instagram or FB because ✨teacher✨ but I feel adorable and wanted to share how good I feel with Twitter. I still have a lot of work to do, but being confident in who I am today is making me a happier person.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@erica_ed I love you dearly❤

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

The fact that I am the last person out of my high school friends to still be living in Mt. Vernon makes me feel a little crazy🙃

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

Genuinely thankful for a husband who supports all of my crazy life goals 100%. Just offering to change his own plans so I can be whatever I wanna be is such a good testimony of his selflessness. Everyone deserves that much support.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@itsrawbin Thank you😁

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

Birth control?? I haven't been on any since March because we planned to start trying... plans have changed and I need some security. My periods are AWFUL, but my body does not do well on it- crazy depression. I have tried the nuvaring, some pills?, and a mini pill... Helllpp🙏🙏

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@itsrawbin Ahhhh. I am so intrigued by the low maintenance of them.

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@LindnerLindsey The copper IUD is kinda what I am leaning towards. Hormones literally mess me up so bad. I have really been considering not even starting more because I don't want it to make me crazier than I am🙃🙃

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@itsrawbin Ahhhh. The thought of no periods sounds literally life changing. Is that healthy??😅🤣

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@ThugOverlord Is this a pill or an implant??

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@itsrawbin What if you don't want it for 5 years? I am not sure when we plan to start trying now, but if I want to try in 3 years can I get it taken out easily??

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@LindnerLindsey Did it help your periods? Like chill them out any??

[Melina Ezell @MelinaLaunay]

@iliabaili The shot scares me because everyone I know has gained 20 lbs with it... I don't love the idea of the IUD because you absolutely right, we will probably be trying before 5 years!