@jellifcals I understand you so well I’m bmi 13 as well and I get such bad dismorphia as well. If it helps I think you look bmi 12-13 you are beautiful no matter what your bmi is .
@pinkhaired_cass Dw Ik how you feel I also have a young looking face but it doesn’t mean it’s fat you just look youthful and have more collagen in your face so you don’t look old and wrinkly. Atleast we will look young for longer I guess.
Fuck Ana I’m done with this shit good luck to all of you and I hope you all find peace I’m fed up of this shitty life I want to become the best version of myself and go to the gym and learn to love my body I’ve wasted 4 years to this illness and I have decided enough is enough.<3
@aucusticsteve Yeah don’t do this im a low weight and I just want to warn you it’s a shit fucking life no mater how much weight you loose you will still hate yourself. No one in real life thinks that you look good you either get the pity stare or people think it hillarious and gross so you
@purplehair_cass It’s really not worth it. You’re such a kind beautiful person you don’t deserve to suffer the horrible life that being that small causes.
@purplehair_cass It’s such an awful cycle I feel like we both use our eds to suppress the bad things we feel it’s like a sense of comfort we know we can always go back to it’s sad
@purplehair_cass This is so true I come to Edgar for the love tha I don’t get in real life real people in person think I’m weird and scary but edtwt treats me like I’m something to be admired I know I’m sick and dying but that tiny bit of validation keeps me ill it keeps the idea that being thi