@Bbblkaz@HedgehogLiving@kleeposting Yeah, even chasing huge doses won't reproduce it. I had the euphoric effects from just 1mg, which is roughly equivalent to 0.5mg Xanax. I've gotten up to 8-12mg a day, even single heroic doses like 20-30mg plus where I just blacked out and wondered where my stash's gone lol
@HedgehogLiving@kleeposting I had similar experience with Benzodiapines (Etizolam), the first few times they had me in euphoria just watching a movie or playing a game. Of course I spent years trying to recreate it without success. Ending up doing stupid combos like mixing it with Amphetamine and Codeine.
@pinganul@coldhealing This kinda cute physicians medical staff nurse brushed her hip against my upturned hand while I got an IV drip- I'm convinced she liked me since afterwards it felt all awkward whenever me and her were in a room alone since I never reciprocated anything (bc I'm autistic)
@SewerGasMan@TheUltItGirl Is your nose also fucked in the way that if u wear sunglasses they're not sitting on completely straight? Like tilting left or right? That's how mine is actually; me german teacher complained about it too once- Wondering if it's an universal experience if ur nose is fucked