@blue_nightshadz@shierrvu nah genuinely bc as a fat recovered anorexic whos now trying to recover from bed its so sad how many people dont understand and just wanna know just to be talked down to like as if u knew from birth was bed was omf
@pixi_eatsalot genuinely i doibt shes fully recovered.. it can take years for ur body to chill out and even out ur metabolism. regardless people hold weight differently its not your fault and u deserve to recover to any weight (like obviously not flip it for binging but ykwim)
having a non disordered gymbro boyfriend as a fat ""recovered"" anorexic FUCKING SUCKs i hate mg life he probably weighs sm less than ne rn makes me suicidal
im literally spending all of my disability on food its so pathetic but i guess thats what its for ???? idk i wish i could save it all and go on vacation away from my moms hoarder nest but im just too fucking fat apparently
lowk followed some random girls tiktok on my main cause she was thinspo but she followed me back and called my obese ass pretty and now im like having a lowk epiphany that im fucked and need to stop thinking about weight constantly but idk how
is it normal to be disordered and hate the idea of being fat yourself but u actually find chubby body types incredibly attractive nd generally prefer ur partners w a lil bit of meat on them or am i weird