@nyaraVT It’s also just a woman thing (for transfems) You start trying to look like a girl, you get compared to the same dehumanizing standards that girls are compared to. Chopped girls get treated horribly online
I’ve been saying this and people think my obsession with theology is weird. Like no, I don’t want to get the spiritual equivalent of a tapeworm actually. Fuck all determinists
people who say religious trauma is always rooted in “waaah i can’t do bad things waaah” underestimate how whack theology can truly whittle away at the soul
@CalciumDemo It burns from within like a brimstone pyre from the darkest pit of hell, but it also feels kinda warm and fuzzy if you keep it to like a mild yearning rather than a blazing inferno; estrogen is nuts
@lorem_ipsum_93@DevotionOath Those are very very different lol. Monasticism is an alternative to being laity, not an alternative to priesthood. You can be a monk and a priest, or a priest but not a monk.
@CalciumDemo Also ghostholdingby venturing (Jane remover alias) and doppleganger by baw if you like melodic experimental future riddim with ambient untertones