I lost everything, i lost my counts after 20 acc, had to borrow from the person who loves me most, to buy another.Everyone is begging me to walk away. But I refuse to die a loser. Either you're standing with me while I make it, or you're against me. There is no middle ground.
For me to bleed again when i thought ihad no blood left. Today I was Gonna request my payout of above 1000$ damnn bro shit falls where it may and blown myaccount yesterday.I have seen worst i may not have amazing victories but i can amaze you with my defeats that i came out alive
The highs and lows of trading are unmatched. Finally got funded on my 14th attempt, only to blow it in a single session today.Can’t even catch a break. Back to the trenches, but man... this one just blown my mind fckinn hell
I already know what to do im just negotiating with comfort for all iknow forgiving myself for not knowing earlier what only time could teach.Even at my lowest id still spend my last 60$ on an evaluation.Until my death all defeat are psychological
What a privilege to be tired from work once i prayed for.A privilege to feel overwhelmed by growth i used to dream about,Sleepless nights, Lossess,Doubt, Unfortunately there will be no evidence of me trying IF i dont make it,None of worldly desire chasing gonna fill that void(IF)
Once i carried my own water and learnt the value of a drop.True weight of me is the gap between who i am and who i know i should be.hated who i am. but bro says "your existence is a crime and life is your punishment
Bro asked me did u ever experienced losing streak on traders i whispers im losing streak on accounts now im on my way to 5th account and now its getting personal
I’ve spent years waking up at 4 a.m. to fund a dream that looks like a mental illness to everyone else. At this point, I’m not 'committed' I’m just too deep in debt.5 years of 'trusting the process' on 4 hours of sleep. officially too delusional to quit and too savage to care
Atrade must show profit right from the start or it must be abandoned.this is not a suggestion itis ironclad law.entry isa test of judgment the market's reaction is verdict.Aposition is not feels right from beginning is aposition that shouldnot be held.first loss is small and best
I was already broke. Chooses the hardest career while homies are printing. i sit in a corner thinking the level of detachment it is requiring to be profitable is making me dead inside i fear losing wht was never mine nothing belongs to me bt journey