Sid jenkins of shedtwt

Call me Nic/Nico | 18 he/him | fatphobic + basic dni | pro recov!

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

[ #shedtwt #Intro !! ]
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☆˚✧₊⁎ 『 Nic / Nico 』 ⁎⁺˳✧༚☆

★ 07 | he/him | gay
★ Neurodivergent
★ Scenemo
★ Basic dni

Current fixation: Sidtony (skins uk)

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#shtwt #edtwt #promotwt #moothunt
Let’s be moots! （^人^）

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

I feel less dysphoric abt my back #bodycheck #ftm

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Ive only been clean for a month n a half bcs i haven’t relapsed yet 😭

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Sorry i cant come to the meeting tonight bcs i have plans of cutting myself

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Genuinely how would a person w arfid start recovering

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

It rlly annoys me when someone asks abt ur scars when they know damn well what it is

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

My cousin pointed out my scars
Do i kill myself now

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

When no one responds to u in the gc so u lwk start streaming ur suicide

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

I got a massage and the lady asked what happened to my arm 😭

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Finally got chest tape, now i can body check efficiently

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

If i didn’t believe in hell i would’ve killed myself

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

I take it back fast swiping is nice, my old blade was just dull n shit lol

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

As a person with abandonment issues, the desire to ghost/leave people is so strong sometimes

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

When u wanna cut but u have to see ppl tmrw so it could be visible to them

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Somehow when i cut b4 exams i always pass/do well on the exam 😭

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Would it be bad if i cut tonight n tmrw Im cosplaying with short sleeves

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

Idk why but fast swipes dont satisfy me, even if i bleed it just doesn’t feel fulfilling
I like feeling the pain longer when i swipe slow

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

MY BROTHER WAS IN MY ROOM N HE USED MY BLOODY TISSUE?!!?!???
I dont throw them until theyre full and NEVER crumple them

[Sid jenkins of shedtwt @Nic_0tin3]

It makes me wanna die when i imagine having scars while working/on the job