Fuckin bus driver closed the door on my face mf fuck you let me get out of this shit
Making me yell three times for Christ's sake
I'm telling you I'm dead by next Wednesday
Reasons to kill myself
No owner
No owner calling me puppy
No puppyplay
No owner
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The inevitable fail that will come out of my academic results
The unachievable expectation for me to be a functional human being
The worms are sure it's for the best
Reasons not to kill myself ever
My Owner
My Owner calling me puppy
Puppyplay w my Owner
My Owner
Being called mutt or dog or puppy by my Owner
My Owner training me
My Owner
* Paws at you * collect me
* Paws at you * collect me
* Paws at you * collect me
* Paws at you * collect me
* Paws at you * collect me
* Paws at you * collect me
"you're just a dumb mutt, aren't you?"
"just a small puppy"
"what does puppy want?"
puppy is trying to cram 17 assignments in one night
puppy wants to bash her head into a wall and sleep
I'm just confused to why, idek if I miss her or what we had I just hate that I've lost someone again and I have no one to blame but myself.
AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DJE WRONG
Oh so like
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I'm the only person she's ghosted
Cool
I guess
Yeah I'm too much I know but idk she promised... She promised we'd figure it out together
Fucked won't get their gender straight but I can call my sibling Sis now which is >.<
Saying "I fucking love my big sister" feels like I'm parroting a friend but it's true I love my older sibling 🥺 I'm excited to meet them 😖😖