just overheard some kids fighting and one of them went "I'm going to call you a word I'm not allowed to say" and called him the r slur. the other kid went "ehhh I would say you're allowed to reclaim that one buddy"
the unfortunate thing about OCD is that it is so easy to develop a new compulsion just from hearing someone else talk about theirs. oomf will be like “it’s so insane that i can’t stop doing this” and my brain says “omg but that makes so much sense thoughhhhh.” bullshit disorder