Regular guy in Ohio dealing with on-again/off-again gambling demons. Spent too much 🕓 & 💲on horse racing & casino gambling. I’m happiest when gamble free.
1. You've reached that point in your mid/late 40's where you've found peace financially -- no car or consumer debt, just a couple years left on the mortgage, and a tidy 3 months of expenses built up as a cash emergency fund. You're planning to save for a kitchen remodel (cont.)
@GAMBLEnotGaming I do as well. I’ve always been able to contain the compulsive urges while amongst the social company in those entertaining settings. My worst self harm most always occurred when gambling in isolation.
@aftergambling The more I think about it, for most of 30 yrs ‘The Chase’ has been my primary motivator. My mugshot could go on a ‘Feels good to be in action’ poster. There’s proof of your ‘faulty belief’ theory because in the end, emotional and $ harm has always overtaken the feel good factor.
THREAD: PG Support Group. RT's appreciated!
1. We are an Online Support Group, created in January 2019, to assist persons struggling with gambling harms. The PG Support Group is administered by non-paid volunteers, all of whom are recovering compulsive gamblers.
Happy BD @jamiesalsburg! You know him from @aftergambling, the podcast that’s helped so many find (and continue on) a road to recovery. For me, it’s been a calming, open, honest, podcast straight from the heart of a great guy who knows that road & is happy to share. Cheers bro!
9. and that you'll never escape the eventual misery that's destined to follow your gambling successes. Because you're a compulsive gambler. Because I am a compulsive gambler. And I resolve to remember this infinite loop of crazy each and every time I consider making another bet.
1. You've reached that point in your mid/late 40's where you've found peace financially -- no car or consumer debt, just a couple years left on the mortgage, and a tidy 3 months of expenses built up as a cash emergency fund. You're planning to save for a kitchen remodel (cont.)
8. slip into the negative. You chase and chase until you make another Derby-sized bet. And you lose, finding now 3-weeks worth of pay in the red, and an emotional wreck. You got sucked in again, and it hurts. You realize for the 100th time that no win is big enough (cont.)