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@skeletalgodlyz I’ve.. I’ve been speaking with others.. talking about life and whatnot and.. I think it’s time I give up worshipping. I want my memories back. They’ve told me you took them from me..
@AscendyScott Thank you.. Ascendy.. i feel blessed.
(She wiped her tears with her arm, she wasn’t magically happy or something. She still felt worthless and mourning, but it hurt less. She knew she could seek out a purpose)
I don’t know what I did to deserve this.. deserve you.. how lucky..
(Liv stood quietly in the forest, body swaying slightly with the breeze. She looked exhausted with her deep eyebags and tired smile. She was a bit skinnier and her hair was flatter in comparison to the volume of her old curls. She waited patiently for Ascendy)
// @AscendyScott
@AscendyScott (She was scared of the idea of starting over, trying to become her own person. The idea seemed so foreign, like she couldn’t remember any semblance of a life outside of worship. She couldn’t remember what she used to study. Perhaps she was dedicated to that too, like worship)
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@AscendyScott (The hug made her sob, this was what she wanted right? To be cared about? So by did it make her so sad. Maybe she should just tell Scottophanes that she knew the truth, he’d surely kill her in an instant)
How do I become beautiful..? I’m ugly.. inside and out.. I’m.. sacrifice..
@AscendyScott (Liv looked devastated at that answer, practically ruined at the thought that she couldn’t find easy salvation. She just wanted to be free knowing that someone was happy, cause lord knows she wasn’t. She was miserable. She hated everything, her body and mind)
How can I..?
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@AscendyScott I’m just of blood and flesh too.. no different than any other sacrificial offering.. I don’t have anything to offer anymore Ascendy.. I’m weak and a failure of a worshipper.. and now I don’t have my memories either.. there’s nothing. Nothing left..
(Liv stared blankly at xem)
@AscendyScott No.. Ascendy please.. i cant..
(Liv cried harder, she didn’t expect such empathy and care. She was hoping her life could mean something to someone in her passing. Hoped she could forget the stress of her body and mind by becoming a sacrifice)
Im no different than the others..
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@AscendyScott My lord.. I want to make a grand sacrifice to you.. now that you’re here again.. it’ll finally work..
(Liv looked up at Ascendy, and then down at her own hands. She could see the ugly pale gray now, she couldn’t pretend she was what she used to be)
Please Ascendy.. sacrifice me
@AscendyScott (Liv felt tears dripping down her face, even though she didn’t want to be crying in that moment. No, Ascendy was misunderstanding her, but it felt so nice to be cared about, to be seen. The power of a god truly was impressive. She smiled in return as she looked at Ascendy)
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