"i'm not obsessed with sex... just can't stop thinking about it. The performance of it... the awkwardness of it... the drama of it. The moment you realise someone wants your body... Not so much the feeling of it." - Phoebe Waller-Bridge scene from Fleabag
The 200 lb convo is so useless because as long as the fat sitting acceptably they won’t clock you. If it was concentrated in the stomach or arms they’d still call you a big fat beluga whale