Erik looks down at his lap and smiles "i have never felt this way about anyone in my life."he says
He looked around and smiles even more "screw butterflies blair makes me feel the whole zoo. And serena cant say much she is dating carter baizen my ex best friend"+
He wiped his tears and got out his laptop "sorry I'm such an anxious person at school I lived for the exams I got straight As and I got into brown, i also got into yale and Harvard aswell but i just wanted to make my dad proud he isnt by the way"he says feeling alot calmer now
++ I just wish I had a Normal family so I can concentrate plus I needing to save my sister every 5 minutes"he says looking like he was gonna cry. His blue eyes filled up with tears as he put his head down on the table
Erik calmed down as he took deep breaths "okay so I just need help on section two whitch is the nervous system I think, i dunno i couldn't concentrate because my dad is back and also mum has got married again and my family is so dysfunctional that I want to scream +
Erik walks in panicking "I can't find my notes for the bloody exam I'm gonna fail and I am not gonna become a doctor and I'm going to be a failure Oh god Oh god Oh god"he says passing as his blue eyes staring at aria.