Patch 🩹🐥

21 | Blk | Hoping the scale goes my way today | DNI if -17, fatphobic, etc. |
hw: 303, cw: 265.4, gw2: 255, ugw: 100

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

✩°⋆｡🐇 edtwt intro 🐥｡⋆°✩
• 20 he/ze/it
• bed
• high sw/cw
• ♡ / ↻ to be moots
• Please dnf 17-

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

@springofperseph Yeah I'm thinking about doing that! My main thing right now is finding time to do it since I work so much and also looking for good shoes to run in

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I really wanna get into running but I don't know where to start

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

7/20
Worked 12 hours and gave up on trying to eat after already making my food
cal count: 0
cw: 264.2
water intake: 81oz

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

ꕤ*.ﾟ July's accountability🧵 for #edtwt ྀི࣪◟ ͜ ׁ ♡︎ ݁𓈒
⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ❤ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

7/19
Fell asleep before weighing but here's everything else
cal count: 1,220 (Deadass binges on french fried onions)
water intake: 64oz

[jane 🍌 @lemonmisu27]

slow weight loss is better than no weight loss

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

Legit just binged on french fried onions bro wtfff

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

And I've been so disappointing as a coworker. I know I have a good personality but I feel guilty for being so bad at my job and always letting him be my savior. He said he doesn't want to work anywhere I'm not but I know he can't possibly mean that.

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I can't sleep. When I wake up the last day of one of my favorite coworkers will be there. After that I don't know what I'll do it's fucking bullshit. At the end of the month my best friend is leaving too. So I'll be lonely with a bunch of people I hate and the only black person.

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I had a dream last night where my crush told me she knew I liked her and said that it was ok but she has a bf. Literally woke up shaking and didn't wanna go back to bed bro

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I carry a lot of weight in my tummy and boobs and I'm already insecure about them losing weight isn't ever going to change that. I've hated both since I was 9

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I love seeing people with hsw after they've lost a bunch because it makes me less worried about loose skin. Like they all look fine. I'd rather have a few insecurities at my lw than be at my hw/cw anyday

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I feel so helpless the starving doesn't help that but it at least makes me feel better about myself

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

I don't get food polls on my feed anymore 😕

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

No more "I didn't see you eat today" you gon see my ass eating 😤

[Patch 🩹🐥 @Patchescorner]

Imma start doing my omads around my mom because I will not slow or stop my progress this time to please anyone