you are allowed to be proud of the victories that no one else can see. like showering without completely hating your body, not breaking into tears at the thought of the future, calming yourself down in public, or like waking up every single day and choosing life.
if omegaverse was still one of those super niche kinks that only trans women with <500 followers posted about instead of a kink associated with the cis white woman Hunger Games Fanfiction To NYT Best Seller Pipeline then I guarantee like half my mutuals would be into it
I don't know where she is or what she's doing now, but shoutout to that girl who'd post junko/amanda young aesthetic picsart fluff over literal gore pics, I want to kiss you on the lips