They told you they understood that you're depressed.
But time and time again, they found it "depressing" and told you that you needed to be happy.
So I'm guessing they'd rather have the fake, "happy" you.
one day i’m going to marry the love of my life. and standing beside me will be a line of my bestfriends, and when i look out i’ll see all of the people who love me most, and in that moment i’ll know all the heartache and wait was so worth it