Aw geez. Look at me! I call myself a photographer and someone else has to take the picture for me!
Thanks for that by the way @Storyteller_x3... I shall not question your phone camera every again. For a day at least!
(Pfp Art by @SillyBrownieeee thank uuu!!)
Being numbers behind a screen made me find out some weird details about myself. Like for example: Apparently I have brown hair roots! It's a similar color to Monika really...
...
What if i return to my brown hair...
I used to be deathly afraid of bees by the way.
I don't know why it changed...
Anyways
Did you know
The older the hive he more blackish the centers of the hive's layers become.
I sometimes wish for stupid things.
Like wanting to be a bird or hide nuts in a tree stump like a squirrel. Alas I am just me. Just as 'human' as I was made.
Of course if you want to you can fear that someone might see the old you and misinterpret that but I feel like some of us should look at our old selves and not feel shame but joy that there was once a time we were that carefree.
Who knows?
Perhaps you will find that freedom again
Have you ever looked back at your old self and thought "Man old me was so embarrassing!"
I did once or twice. I recently realised however how big of a difference there is between embarrassing and free.
Whenever we look back at the things we did, old posts we posted or actions we've taken whether it's 'cringe' or 'corny', It often shows us a side of ourselves that feels more free compared to how we are now.
It's impressive how the time of day and especially sunlight can change a scene. Sometimes I wake up on a cloudy day and think "Damn, today is going to suck!"
Wake up on a similar day but sunny and I feel like everything will be just fine!