Every time I think about it, even just a little bit, the wind gets sucked out of me as if an industrial sonic vacuum is attached to my face and gets turned on at that very moment rendering me without breath. After I am left as a bag of potato’s, floppy and lifeless.
It might be a possibility that this Xfriend stepped in and prevented me from obtaining a teaching position by exposing personal information to administration, releasing the Black Cloud.
I want a conversation with an Xfriend who won’t speak to me. I want to know why? Why! Why the hell did she abandon me? Why can’t I even just let it go?
Emailed HR about an issue from the beginning of the school year, they said how important this matter was. They would set up a meeting. It’s been a week.
I have 1 1/2 capes to complete and a gown to get done. Along with a headdress. Goals.
By September 1
I go back to full time work on august 21.
Time is ticking.
@HoppyPelican I hate loosing the time. I hate having my husband ask if I remember something and I stare at him not understanding what he is asking, devastated that I don’t remember a thing.