I wonder if @PublicStorage in White Settlement even knows how to answer a phone since I’ve been calling to get the right gate code for 2 hours now… you know since the one they sent doesn’t work
@life_bpd For me I take anti-psychotics. But even then I hear murmurs and whispers. Somedays I can just ignore them but when I can't I tend to keep myself busy, like on my phone or watching TV, to try and drown them out.
Can we destroy the idea that just because someone has a good day then that means they’re no longer mentally ill? It’s invalidating and honestly really triggering.
I feel like there are two halves to me. One is shy and anxious, careful and thinks so little of herself. The other is wild, strong, independent and so confident. I haven't brought this up before, but I'm only trying to understand who I really am and if they are me or not.
If you want to leave so badly and fantasize about being able to make it on your own, go right ahead. I won't stop you. Nor will I take you back when you realize you'll be worse off without the support you currently have. I'm down to the wire with you anyways. Have fun struggling.
It sucks when your body relies on medication so much to stay somewhat stable that if you miss it for a day, on the 2nd you have serious withdrawal symptoms....
I don't want anything from you now, not an apology, nor an excuse because what I wanted, at the time, could have been so simple, if it were truly important to you.
@BpdBryan I think if you label it with a trigger warning and people still read it and get triggered then that's on them tbh 🤷🏼♀️ I get what you're saying though, I talk as if I could say fuck it too but I can't 😂😂😂😂