Finally out of eval jail ✅
After so many fails, setbacks and blown accounts… I finally passed the @TradingLucid 25K Eval.
Now the real work begins.
Goal is to build a solid buffer, stay relaxed and risk nothing stupid.
No stress. No forcing. Just clean A+ setups and patience.
Note to myself: Remember... you have no pressure.
We take it slow and smart from here🔥
Day 21 – Total Destruction
All those consistent days… gone in one single session.
I thought I was being smart trading before the open because of FOMC and Trump speaking.
Instead I got anxious, stepped out of my zone, and went full degenerate.. forcing oversized positions on a B setup. Lost money immediately.
Then revenge trading completely took over. Opening bell rang and I turned into a gambler.
Result: Both funded accounts blown. (One got 70$)
I knew my win streak would probably die… but I hoped it wouldn't end this ugly.
Painful to watch. Emotional overload. Even gambled my eval afterwards and somehow got lucky.
This one hurt bad.
Greed and ego just cost me everything I built.
So I’m done for the rest of the week. Time to reset, reflect, and come back with a clear mind.
Green is green right?😅
+ 19$ on Fundeds
+ 79.5$ on Eval
It wasn’t the cleanest session and definitely not the behavior I want to see from myself… but I managed to stick to my rules instead of chasing price.
Watched both setups hit target without me.. that hurt. Typical Pre-FOMC. Ended up with 2BE, but still closed the day green.
Progress over perfection.
Night Shift Update 🌙
I’m showing up every day…
but damn, my energy is still not there.
These lonely nights are forcing me to reflect hard.
From chasing price like a maniac, blowing multiple accounts and hitting absolute rock bottom earlier this year to now posting daily, reading charts with confidence and riding a solid win streak.
I wasn’t this patient.
I wasn’t this disciplined.
Sleeping 7 hours and still feeling drained is brutal… but once I fix this energy problem?
I’ll be a different beast.
Grinding through the darkness 🔥
@cantucapital Appreciate it bro. I think that’s a really smart decision. Trading multiple sessions is incredibly stressful. Protecting your energy and mental health comes first.💪🏻
@lynk0x Wild point, but you’re 100% right. Life can go from complete chaos to the best year of your life in just a few months. That’s what makes it so unpredictable… and beautiful.
@wisdomXplorer You can achieve everything if you believe in yourself enough…
but only if you also put in the work.
The belief gets you started the consistent work is what actually gets you there.