pissing me tf off.
when it's time to axing or qiuqiu solo and duo shots, the director kept shooting other people. they can do mistakes in rehearsals, but to be doing the exact same in the actual performance as well? do this mf think fans bought the ticket with leaves or smth 💀
💜Throwback Post💜
I still do not dare to rewatch this livestream because of my bad memories related to it. It was my first time as a fan facing such an inhumane attack against my bias that it left me emotionally scarred.
It was painful to watch Xingxing in this live as you could really feel that he was not in the mindspace to appear in front of all fans and camera. But he came to reassure us and check on our mental health - it made me cry that night so much.
Honestly, looking back, I am really grateful to Qiu for always being there for Xingxing. Xingxing is a really closeted person who barely expresses his honest feelings to outsiders, so I am very happy that he has a person whom he trusts and lets inside his personal boundaries.
Qiu was extra supportive that day, constantly checking on Xingxing, encouraging him to think about good things, and making him laugh by doing silly things. You could really see that Qiu wanted Xingxing to relax himself and smile. It made my heart melt as a new fan of them, something genuine touched me deeply and it still has made me stay here. Only for them and their genuine love💜💜💜
#XingQiu #XYQQJ
#EliotHuang #KipukaQiu
This one… and the livestream after the TMA when Qiu was feeling so down and Xing wasn’t focused on anything except trying to cheer him up and make sure he was okay
I could never forget him trying to make Qiu laugh when his eyes were teary Even though he couldn’t hold his hand in front of the camera he kept leaning in close to him just to make him feel his emotional support and how close he was
And I honestly can’t bring myself to watch these moments again because it was hard enough the first time… but at the same time it’s exactly why we love them so much
How caring and pure they are and how they’re always there for each other to take the pain away
They heal each other
And thinking about how strong they both have been since the beginning… they’ve come so far
I hope they will always be protected and surrounded by only love and happiness