Redah je. Do it afraid, do it tired, do it even when you think you’re not good enough, you’re not ready. You will improve along the way. That fear is not a bad thing. That fear shows you’re self aware. Fearful people are careful.
But don’t just be fearful, be hopeful too.
Normalize saying, "La ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu minaz zalimin". The moment u feel anxious, stressed or heartbroken. Insha Allah everything is going to be alright.