@ancient_catbus Thank you, friend 😌 It's been rough, but I'm still just as pissed if not so much more, and now I have the added bonus of completely being off my psych meds to really spice up my commentary 🙃
Your insanity, because there is nothing about any of this that is mentally or physically healthy, and we're all just hanging by a thread at this point. 11/11
Impulsive thoughts, and a racing mind, interspersed with insomnia, appetite fluctuations, and complete lack of hygiene, with the very occasional suicidal ideation to spice up the week. All I know is that either you're awake and insane, or asleep and avoiding your 10/11
Ways that matter. I do not wish my neurodivergency on a single soul, and I even find myself envying those who can so casually get through the day without at least one bout of debilitating existential crisis amidst a constant stream of anxiety, depression, mood swings, 9/11
Honestly, I wear my neurodivergence as a badge of honor in this society. It is delusional to be neurotypical in a time where we are completely privy to our species' tumultuous plummet towards an unsure but scorching future, completely incapable of doing anything more than 1/11
Of a diseased society, on the brink of collapse. So, yeah, being neurotypical in the midst of all this means you are actually not okay at all, you're just good at avoiding reality, and I would consider that pretty questionable when it comes to being mentally healthy in the 8/11
To be blind and turns into a FB rant about these individual issues, like they are part and parcel to living in a "free" nation, and not in the very real end stages of Capitalism, and are all occurring separate from each other, and not because they are the very real symptoms 7/11
Beleaguered proletariat, who's being squeezed dry for every penny their monetarily worth to feed the insatiable gluttony of a system designed to do just that, for digging their heads ever further into the sand, only to pop up when their urge to be heard overpowers their need 6/11
Injury, our local and state municipalities and governments put in spikes to keep the homeless population from getting even a modicum of rest, while some have even criminalized their very existence in places. This is barely the tip of the iceberg, and I do not fault the 5/11
Capitalists who buy up every house just to then jack the rental prices up, literally ripping away not only our equity from the purchase of homes, but now our stability is completely gone, taking away any ability to comfortably afford housing at all. And then adding insult to 4/11
Substance abuse, infidelity, and a continued perpetuation of the endless cycle of trauma onto the next generation. Wages have stagnated beyond even the memory of breadcrumbs, while the middle and lower classes have been completely priced out of the housing market by greedy 3/11
Virtue signaling the turles. We have every bit of endless information streaming through our minds a million miles a minute, distracting us from any real kind of consistent presence or interaction in reality, causing us stress, anxiety, depression, ruined relationships, 2/11
@JuliaTerruso To be fair, no Democrat actually wants to be on this list... next to a dead president and two *checks notes* Republicans 🧐 but it's also fair to say, my list for either side would just say Bernie 😶
We gotta start calling the mental sickness brought on by society's bigoted ignorance and inability to understand individual identity as personal and not the collective's to decide or enforce, as a symptom of societal illness rather than a symptom of individual mental illness.
Do you ever think of a joke and then realize your sense of humor is either entirely too elaborate and convoluted or entirely too childish and simple, cuz farting and poopoo peepee will never not be funny to my id 🤭 but jokes about eternal struggle are timeless 😏 no chill here.
If I just lazily relocate all my semi-funny quips from FB to here, you think I'd be able to squeeze enough validation out of them to make it worthwhile? Probably not cuz I've dried everything up over here, including my ability to feel any validation. Explains the lack of tears 🥲
I've given so few fucks, they retreated into my vagina and dried up, along with my patience for this existence I definitely did not consent to, in a society I have absolutely no business trying to objectively dissect 🙃