So I cut the crust off the shit sandwich and broke away from almost EVERYONE I once spent my time around. You are the company you keep! Fuck being around negative nasty people. Be around people who want to see you do good, to see other people do good & want to do good themselves
I used to hang out with people with shitty attitudes. All they did was talk mad shit on everyone else, even people they called “friends”. It really made me scared of being friends with anyone because of how my old “friends” were.
When I was struggling a lot with my self esteem, I literally hid from people. I couldn’t look people in the eye anymore or do stuff alone without having horrible anxiety. I stopped living my life because I was scared of being rejected/embarrassed
Tbh, it’s fucking GREAT not constantly worrying about what others think. Sometimes I still get insecure, but not anything like I used to. I really didn’t even know I could live this free & not be so scared of rejection
@benwickell Duuuude. Where can I watch nurse jackie? I never even heard of that show until I saw a snippet on a YouTube video and I really want to watch it lol
I wish it was a law that people had to meditate, or work out, or go on a run, or do yoga, or even eat some berries or an avocado or some shit EVERY MORNING. There’d be so many people whose lives would completely do a 360 for the better. You wouldn’t believe how much it helps you.
Just so many people I know have being cool as their #1 priority. They want this specific image, & they get so attached to being somebody they aren’t that they turn into a fake person. It’s really sad how many friends have fallen into that trap. I hope the best for them though.
I will forever be grateful for all of the true people I have met. Whether they are are still here or not, I think of all of them everyday. The older you get, the more you evaluate who actually is worth having around & who is not. Blessed to have crossed paths with them.
Can’t lose sight of your goals. Can’t let emotions derail you & ruin your life. Take time out to cope with your emotions, but you gotta get after it & keep pushing on in life, no matter how much it hurts & how hard it is. Just got to pick yourself up & find happiness again.
I have been very depressed because of everything that’s happened in the last week. As much as everything hurts, & as much as it sucks, these moods really do motivate me to live harder, & to prove to myself that I can climb out of any rut life puts me in. Just gotta keep pushing.